What day is it?

march 12, so it's been a week since i sat here? how is that even possible. time is moving faster than i can even wrap my head around

i don't know if i need to stop some things, start other things, move away from all things, or embrace a single thing

is this what god is for? or parents? friends and peers? is this why you're supposed to have relationships outside the home? but what if you don't want to? what if the voices in your head are plenty? 

food has been bad, work has been hard, love has been a welcome choice, and anxiety has been high. over all - pretty much par for the course, and not too bad really. i suppose. were here at least.