A month later, a week away
Originally published on May 30, 2017I couldnt bear to put it down in words, until we hit this point. Because i couldnt bear to see them if things fell apart. But we're so close. This is the eve of the final walk through, the eve of my first day at the new job, the eve of so much. This is the day someone finally gave me an answer about my health, my underlying feeling that this all had to be related, was uncovered and validated. Perfection isnt a goal, or a direction, but holistic and cohesive, starting with this first step.
Today is the day I relax and say good bye to everything i dont want, everything that has been, to the first 30 years. Tomorrow we wake up at 8, and it fucking starts.
